Got somebody at there or here??

This few of day,
when the time i need go to working,
always got heavy raining,
Damn shit.......
Nothing can i do also,
Even got raining or good day,
i also need rush to Singapore for working,
cannot like before studying life,
suka-suka dun wan go to school,
also no matter,and not so important,
but when i decide to working,
i must be the one of very responsibility,
cannot lazy or use any excuse,
i feel that i become "big girl"already...

when raining,i realy feel very cold,
very hope got someone can give warm to me...
or someone will take care of me,
or anyone will take jacket to me,
just my thinking only,
actually,got one thing i wan do for now...
is to push up my english language...
my english very poor and too bad...
yesterday,i call kitying,
she tell me must go to sit for exam,
dun waste my time for working only,
yahyah...i'm realy need to thinking seriously,
thinking my future and the way to go...

Last one thing,
today is my "brother" birthday...
i'm Sheau Ching here want to wish him have a nice day,
Even i cannot accompany him to celebrated,
But his brother,"me" really hope he will happy all the day...
and hope his wish and dream will come true...

**MELLY&SHEAU CHING**

Finally...be myself...
last time got her to accompany me,
nw,just got me to fighting alone,
but i dun scare,
i know datz...
i will be brave n happy all the time,
maybe,i cant forget her,
but i know the time will let me to forget,
half year already we get break up,
i cant remember her face,
dunno wat will she think in her heart,
start from this this minutes this hour,
i will be myself,
i really really let her go from my heart...
no chance to back the last time,
the moment datz we go together,
is really very happy,
and i know that m really love her,
doesn't matter she is girl or guy...
just hope datz she will meet someone...
really can give her happiness...
wat about me leh??
Dun worry,i will be more happy,
we will be friends 4eva,right??

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几乎忘记了你的存在，
伤心快乐也可以只跟你分享了，
我真的变回以前的我了，
好像“她”也真的被我放下了，
偶尔脑海会很想她，
可是我一直游说那都过去了，
如果真的想对她好，
就只能像朋友一样守候在她身边，
当她有需要还是安慰时，
就尽量给予激励，
也许会来得更好！
我到现在还很爱很爱，
那又怎样，
在我的爱情字典里却没长久，
一次又一次吵架，
眼泪也不时掉，
可是想澄清，
还有绝对不是因为“云祥”而分的，
当初是怎么开始怎样结束，
我也没什么映像了，
可是全是我最美好的回忆，
我也不会这么轻易让人家取代“她”。
其实我真的长大，
慢慢的也发现自己在变，
变得懂事，会体谅还关心，
全都要谢谢她！！